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What Am I Worth

  What Am I Worth 7-25-22 I work hard day in day out, I got fired from my job at the end of January of this year after 4 years working my ass off & me moving closer to work so I can be available whenever they needed me, I am in walking distance of the place I worked at. After I got fired I set up an online business &tried to get a job somewhere else both of those were failures so I decided to make personalized crayons & art & sell it,then clothes, I got all the products & equipment I would need. Started selling to family & friends & then branched out, that’s when    things became a little stressful there was a lot of customers who wanted personalized gifts but didn’t want to pay me because it was too expensive after I made the product and packaged it up & sent it on it’s way. I am sorry this is my livelyhood my only source of income, my business I am allowed to charge whatever the hell I want because I am my own boss. For example I had peop...
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Kiss of Death

 7-17-22 Kiss of Death Yesterday as I was getting ready for bed, I was scrolling on facebook when I found out that my 5th classmate( off of the top of my head) from high-school ( Shout Out To Class of 09) has died , he was more than a classmate passing in the halls, we rode the same school bus& were neighbors &we were in the same lit class as each other & possibly in graphic design. I don’t know how he died, but he was in his 30’s. I am sad that he won’t be able to watch his nieces grow up, or ever experience getting married & making babies. He would have made a great daddy. I am pissed off , because when my rapist was pleading the judge he needed open heart surgery I said why now, he refused to listen to doctors or his family about it, until now when it could help him delay the hearing. I boldly asked the Judge what happens if he dies on the table. The  Judge said confidently that he is younger than me, he will be okay. Well JLM, TBW, KB & EW& GC were ...
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  Stress what is it and how to cope with it.                                                                                                                              7-8-22 Does life make you want to pull out your hair and scream at the top of your lungs and punch a hole in the wall..  I have and you are not alone. Everyone deals with stress. Punching a hole in the wall and pulling out your hair are unhealthy ways to deal with stress.  In this blog I will focus on the top five strategies to cope with with stress in a healthy way. Growing up was difficult in my household not only was being abused on the daily, I didn't have ...
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Why Me

                                                                                                                                                                               7-6-22   Have you ever stopped and wondered why me.. Why did I get raped, what did I do to deserve it Why didn’t anyone do anything to stop it. Why did God allow me to go through this, Why did I need to learn this lesson. Well I have countless times, restless sleep nightmares, depression, anxiet...
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